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| THOUGHT OF THA DAY» Why do gurls disrespect themselves & then get madd when men disrespect them rite back?? For example if you steady callin urself a `bitch` how can you get mad when a guy treats you like one? & if you sey `yea, we`re gonna fcuk` or `i`ma get me some dick` how can you expect the guy to want to have a relationship wit you?? & FURTHERMORE how can you call it, a `pussy` & expect guys to not wanna jes fcuk you & leave?? C`mon ladies, we`re better than that.
Neways uhh THURSDAY» nothing happnt, i din`t see joseph or nething. Yesterday we kickt it though (smiles at joseph) it was real cool, we kickt it for like 4 hours, by ourselves too, finally. We went to where his old house used to be, lmao i was all scared cuz it was in like this woody, cleared area & i was thinkin about how psychos like go to young couples cars & kill them out in tha wilderness. I was like `can we lock tha doors??` cuz its like couldnt nobody see us if anything did happn & noone can hear you scream, har har. But neways after we kickt it there for a while, we went to tha KFC he used to work at & got some free food, but i din`t eat none cuz of my diet, i jes had a raspberry iced tea. I`m so proud of myself, yesterday all i had was a salad, some cheerios, half of a chinese meal that was 540 calories & that raspberry icea tea. GO ME!! | | |
| THOUGHT OF THA DAY: clear straps on your bra in order to wear a tube, halter or spaghetti strap shirt does not hide the fact that you have a bra on, for god`s sake, the straps are plastic
Yea, thought of the day is my new thing, instead of seying my mood because hellloooo?? neone noticed that i always put snazzy??
YESTERDAY;DRAMAFUL; well my gobstopper called me when i got home & was like what`s going on tonite?? and i was like i onno but lemme see, and so i figured out how we can kick it & then he`s like well i dun even know if i can kick it i have to check, so i`m like uhh then why`d you bring it up? so he tried to tell me to carry my celly around & he`ll call me & lemme know whats going on, but i hate last minute stuff so i was whining & he was like well maybe we should do this some other time & so i was like whatever which i know he hates & i did jes to annoy him so he was like `i`ll talk to you later bye`all mad & then he ended up callin back like two minutes later so we made up. But later on he came over & my brothers were gone, but my mom & Larry was there & we were waiting for my dad to come back so joseph could meet him & when he did it was cool ,but then...So my dad gets like this asshole attitude & starts talkin about shyt he doesnt even know about & telling me wha i can & can`t do all because of this dumb anatomy grade which is now a B thank you very much. He was like so i guess you wont be getting a car & shyt & i was acting like a brat or w/e but he was acting ridiculous mayyn y`all dont know & so i was crying & shyt after he left & joseph was acting sooo sweet & completely there & perfect. It doesnt sound like a big deal, but i dun really wanna go into detail. Then we went toRite Aid to pic up my pictures, which i will scan and put on here tomorrow prolly and i felt better. i love you joseph thanx soo much fo everything. I`ma see my snickerdoodle again on friday, YAY CAN`T WAiT!!
Also it is officially day 3 of my diet!! Prom here i comeee. | | |
| MOOD. snazzy
iT`S OUR ANNiVERSARY//Today is me & my behb`s 2 month anniversary since we started talkin. aww. i don`t get to see him unfortunately b/c my mom isn`t letting me see him until i have B`s or better in my literature & anatomy class & today i couldnt get a grade check cuz BOTH teachers had subs. Prolly i`ll see him tomorrow hopefully. I miss him. I think people should go & give him a comment or two cuz he`s not gettin a lotta feedback & it makes him sad...pleez guys?? CLiCKY HERE TO PROP MY BOi .
UHH// school is boring...we`re tryna recruit a gang of ppl to go to our senior trip at San Felipe on tha gulf of mexico. I`ma go & so is joseph maybe. Nesha wants to room with us, it`s weird cuz i was so annoyed wit her for so long & now its like she`s all buddy-buddy wit me, which i guess is cool, i kinna wanted to get a 2 roomate room even though it`s like 50$ more so me & jo-jO could be alone but w/e. It sounds hella fun & i`ma get hella drunk. I guess if joe can`t go i`ll call brandon & see if he wants to get crunk wit me in mexico for 3 days, cuz that is my drinking buddy. lmao, not like i drink a lot or nething.
POiNTLESSNEWS// i LOOOVE how joseph goes, when we`re about to get off tha fone or whenever he seys i love you, he goes i love you, ok?? it`s so comforting, like, it`s like seying, i love you, even if you don`t love me or wanna sey it back, its so unconditional like no matter wha he loves me..ya kno?? & when i`m mad at him & he seys that i`m like :melt: & i can`t be mad or pretend to be mad nemore.. aww... i love you nutterbutter.... | | |
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LMAO @ how i wrote `FOR JOSEPH;` & yet everyone commented on tha note to him, y`all black folks KNOW you nosy!! lmao also at how joseph put all our business on blast on xanqa, talkin about me rapin me & stuff, i jes wanna clear my name FOR THE RECORD that i dint rape him on tha couch. Yea, yesterday my nutterbutter came over for a few hours & we went to rite aid to turn in my camera & get candy & ice cream. lmao, we were all carrying around a basket & shyt, like we`re married, except i`m mad he ate all tha ice cream!! Then let`s see...I fell asleep on him like always & we cuddled & stuff.
Moving on to another subject. Ok, wtf?? I hate how ppl always hold back in their entries like they`ll be like yea me & **** are going to tha movies, this is a fcukin diary, keep it real or ppl will be like yeaa we `talkt` when they know good & well they was sexing. I`m not knocking neone but its like this is a journal & so you should be able to keep it real!! And if neone doesn`t like you for it, fcuk you, don`t read it, rite??
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